as i sit crying on the beach

i look back searching trying to reach

for the answers i know i cant find

i need just to forget just to leave it all behind

this pain i feel is eating me away

it aches inside every nite and every day

oh i miss you yet i kno that ur so far away

just a city block and yet a world away

i need someone somewhere somehow

to take me down of this ledge and pull me down

some to help me along the way

an angel to hold me at nite and brighten my day

maybe someday it will all just go away

but until then a song fills my day

everytime i see you i think of your soft lips

everytime i think of you i see the sway of your hips

that crazy secret smile you gave to me

i remember all those nites of you and me

just holding hands as we sat in the car

watching the waves crashing down look up to the stars

i would reach for you and you for me

and i would just kno that we were meant to be

i was always there for you to watch you fall asleep

i held your hand and saved you from the demons of sleep

and yet now as i sit back look back upon our days

i realized that i brushed off all your insane ways

that way you blew me off and yelled throu the door

why didnt you tell me u couldnt stand it anymore

i wonder why i took you back you had a hold on me

and i think i liked the crazy way inside you made me feel free

by now the pain floats away

a hit or two and i gently blow it all away

carried up on a high to the angels and the clouds

to never come back till i come crashing down

until i come down come down

back to the hard frozen ground