i hate this. its snowing/hailing/freezing rain. and do i have school..yes. why. i havent had a snowday yet this year and i live in cny. we get almost 200 inches a year and we have jack shit now. damn global warming. damn tsunami. lol someone blamed our weather on the tsunami yesterday. they were dead serious. i was like are u kidding me? duh. stupid ppl. anyway heres one more unpublished poem. i have more i just dont kno where i put them

i feel my self control slipping away

a little less remains after everyday

i cant hang on for very long

slips through my outstretched hands like water

blowing away in the wind like the rose i bought her

i cant hold on for very long

i can see the end result

i kno its not all my fault

i cant hang on for very long

each day passes, closer to the edge

one little push and im going off the ledge

i cant hang on for very long

people annoy me just to spite me

i wonder how many really want to fight me

i cant hang on for very long

everyone tells me im special

i just laugh and tell them to go to hell

i cant hang on for very long

all this bullshit left us jaded

these ideas of purity and goodness have faded

we cant hang on for very long